Tuesday, October 13, 2009

everything evens out..

For some reason, everything just evens out. There is no too high or too low. The world finds a way to even it out. You might be so up..that moment when you can feel that things are just too amazing..this can’t be happening. When you are in a place that you never want to leave. You are untouchable. Things couldn’t be going any better. Jut as those thoughts have almost completely taken you over and you are lost in a cloud of joy, something happens that brings you back down, to the reality that you always knew. It reminds you that you are human and not something more. Your life goes back to that middle, that constant, but the thing that can’t be taken or lost is that feeling of close you were to being something more. You smile because you know how it felt and you know you will feel it again.

The same for being down. Different from up, down is no where you would ever want to be. It makes you question everything and almost feel hate towards everything. The bad things just keep happening and just keep bringing you lower and lower, you feel like a victim, ask ‘why me’? You try to think about bad things you have done, feel as though you deserve it. Being down is a scary place, a place that is hard to get out of. But just as up, it will be evened out. Something will change, not unexpected, but surprising for a downer. You come off down, don’t reach up, but back to the middle. You feel fresh, new, as if that thing that changed it gave you the power to not let you ever fall back down again. 

These things that happen and then get evened out MAKE YOU THE PERSON YOU ARE

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