rushed..

do you ever feel rushed? like you don't have enough time. and you start hating the structure of time because it is just a number someone calls it when the sun is at a different point in the sky, yet it changes twice during the year and people graph everything to it. map their lives around it, worship it, and you have to be "on time" every time, everywhere or you are no where. i hate being rushed, i underestimate how long it really takes to go through and do everything and ready everything for something. it is almost as if the time itself is the cause for the rush. the feeling of being rushed can drive you insane. to always not be ready. choices to relax and be on time, or rush and be late, but be relaxed when there. i have to come from so far away, i'm not on this planet! i have told you that. now i am rushed and late for work.